The World 'o' Davey

the thing I hate most about breaks is that I get sooooo0000000oooooo bored! I don't do anything other than hang out with friends and school so when half of my life gets put on hold I find myself with wayyyyyyyyyyyyy too much free time. So I've been eating just one meal a day...not intentionally! I'm not going anorexic or anything but I'm just not hungry at all because I haven't burned any energy. I've been going to bed at around 12-2 and not getting to sleep until another two hours later. There's nothing going on for me to lay awake at night and ponder. I spent last night looking at the picture of Aliana that I have in my wallet...and everyone is making plans to go see a movie right now so I'm going to post this entry and come back to it (probably another day)

(Note: the above entry was written two days before this continuance)

It's now tuesday night and I'm thinking about all the stuff that's happened...we've been nice and busy...we did end up going to the movies to see Peter Pan...pretty good movie and some parts I was almost close(yes i said that I was ALMOST close) to crying...tis a sad movie at some parts and it does relate to me in some interesting ways. Yesterday we went bowling to show Broughton HS what AHS, CHS, Enloe, and a floridian are made of...most of them were pretty friendly and decided to kick our asses at bowling...it was up to me and matt to restore honor by beating the hell out of them in videogames (hose of the dead 2 to be precise)...was just a chance to spend time with everyone which i was in desperate need of since the night before i lietrally got between 30 minutes and an hour of sleep...its this damn break!...I've been getting a very small bit of some kind of illness so just a few symptoms have been keeping me from sleeping along with not being tired until around 2 am...I think i phased out for a little bit while i was thinking of a videogame I actually lived a few levels though I'm not sure if I was conscious while this happened or not...I tossed and turned for so many long hours...I hate not sleeping...I was eventually begging myself to sleep...I don't sleep during school but I have thoughts and reflections...but when your day is boring and you have energy...thats kinda one of my worst fears...like my idea of the worst thing imaginable...being trapt and not being able to move, sleep, or die...in my case sleep was the only one I wanted...but yea...I'm finished whining now...

...TODAY WAS MUCH BETTER! I got more sleep after losing some energy in the bowling thing...I woke up around 10 got my hair cut, did some yardwork and chores, took a shower, and FINALLY after what has felt like forever I got to see my lovely girlfriend...We hung out at her house for a little while and watched Adric's abridged version of Spaceballs. Then I went with her whole family to the movies to see LOTR.......and I'm beginning to forget what my reason was for this blog...I think it was to help organize my thoughts...woah...major lack of thoughts and no need to organize them...I'm gonna just 'suspend' this blog for a little bit until I get psycho again...yea...so this blog is gonna get lonely for a lonnnngggggg time...bye bye blog

Damn...its been a pretty long time since I've blogged huh? Well it's not that I've been busy. Moreso that I've been attacked by comp problems and I've had to do all kinds of fun computer clean up stuff before I could even get my net running well again. I've tried to make three entries around now and each time they've been magically deleted before I can post them. Two of which were deleted by my mom...I get called away to do a simple 5 minutes chore like take out the trash so I must leave my entry right in the middle of typing it and when I come back my mother has signed me off without so much as looking on the page...after the first time I told her to just call me in the room when she sees this website up but noooooooooo she has to go do it again and not even apoligize for deleting a recap of weeks. *breathes a couple times to calm down* we've had some fun stress running around the Reardon household this past week...I've had exams...rents have had the xmas fever...and everyone else just seems to be absorbing the stress that I'm trying to get rid of. Very fun indeed. Nothing has been broken(as far as bones) so far but the break has just begun...I can't wait to see what happens when I finally stop being good and start talking back...no I don't want to say it like I'm being disrespectful...I've been taking lots of verbal abuse from stressed out family members and because I've been calm enough to see what the consequences of most actions would be I've been just sucking it up and doing what they ask of me without any lip...but things haven't gotten much better lately and it really takes alot out of me to not be a smart ass...so pretty soon I'm gonna say something I'm gonna regret and then the sparks get to fly my way *sighs* ohhh I can't wait (note: that was dripping with sarcasm)

SO now that we're finished catching up on my "oh so wonderful" family life...lets recap school...I love exams...they are made simply to raise my grades *chuckles* yep...the entire state has to take tests just because of me *laughs* wow...I don't sound egotistical...not at all!...but exams really are just a method of entertainment for me...I love watching everyone else run around studying and practicing while I just kick back and I still get A's and B's on exams(last year was all A's but this year I got a B on my astronomy exam...tis a hard class!) so when we come back form this break I've got some new classes (yay!)

1st period Honors Paideia(same as last semester but I like the class)
2nd period Honors Earth Science(same teacher and period as last semester...I had astronomy then)
3rd period Acting 1 (brand spankin new)
4th period Comp Apps 2 (damn AOIT makes me take this class...thinkin about dropping out of that next year)

So now...the bestest part of the 'pre-break' time...getting to go home with Aliana *sighs longingly* We ate lunch maybe ten minutes after we got there and then she pulls me into the living room and sits me down on the dogs chair and tells me to 'stay' (I'm a good puppy :-)) and she comes out with a gift bag. I start opening it and I see some black fabric...instantly I start thinking
"a sweater? maybe a black shirt?" but as I pulled it out it felt too heavy to be either of those and I remembered telling her that I had always wanted a cloak...I unfolded it and my smile went from ear to ear. I was holding my very own long black hooded cloak...I tried it on right away and as Ana said...I felt down right "sinister"...it was wonderful! then we got about another hour to ourselves where I got to hold her and tell her I was going to miss her...it was the day right before our 3 month anniversary...but that moment isn't making right now any easier...She's in Texas right now...doing the whole xmas with family thing...I hope she's having fun wherever she is...I've been feeling that same feeling that I feel when I'm not around the person I love...I feel very weak and pathetic because I just can't stand to do anything without her...but yet again I'm probably coming off as someone that blows his problems out of proportion so a new topic is needed now...

Matt was kind enough to host an xmas party at his house...Jill, SB, and Ana weren't there due to illness or being out of town. We did the presents part first and all that...then matt gave everyone a santa hat and we had to pose for pistures...that was funny...Zach took out a sword for the 'silly' pose while I was strewn across the girls of the front row...I can't wait to see that pic...Then we had dinner of tacos and lots of other mexican foods and some desserts that somehow felt out of place next to the salsa but most everything was consumed. Then we did what everyone does after a big meal...we went outside and ran all over the neighborhood playing manhunt...Corey literally laid down in the street as his hiding place and he was the last to be found. Dragon Lady wanted to be really stealthy so she took her shoes off...when it was after dark...in the winter...she was quiet until her foot froze and she got stuck in her hiding place...We managed to find her but she wouldn't let anyone carry her to back to the house until she had limped almost half the way there...I carried her the rest of the way just because I'm poisoned with testosterone like that...after that we came inside and played around a little bit before Vampi-chan decided we needed to watch a movie...so we watched raiders of the lost arc(is that seriously how they spell it?) until it was time to go home...Matt gave me two stockings full of candy and an extra santa hat for Ana...twas a pretty fun party...I'm glad that our group isn't the kind of people that need to have the spiked eggnog to have a good time...we're already drunk/high on our very own lives

...come back soon Princess Goop *kisses*

Today wasn't really all that bad...I enjoy blowing my bad days out of proportions but I was really close to hurting some people for the first time in a very long time...first period was boring and teh teachers are trying to freak us out about exams...second period I have a project to be working on so I had to work all period on that and the computers at school are so damn slow that it took me forever to simply open up google. I found the motherload of info on one site thankfully and started putting it in powerpoint form but thats not gonna work now and then the computer messed things up and erased all the work that I did have and I couldn't transfer it to an e-mail to send to my group...so I was very pissed about this...what made it worse was it took me 20 minutes before I realized that the comp had deleted it and by then class had been let out and I was already late to latin (wooooo0000oooooo talk about coming back to bite me in the ass) so magistra was more than happy to write the tardy down for me...I got to serve the lunch detention today as well so I brooded in the corner for the whole thing and darted out of there...I dropped my books off at the picinic table in the courtyard and stormed over to the lobby just in time to see my Ana leaving teh cafeteria with Jill...Jill tried to block us but I was really pissed off and moved her...When I hugged Aliana it was like it all stopped and I wanted to just have her magic erase this whole day from history...so now it is estblished that I have a 0 as a project grade tomorrow for astronomy since I don't own powerpoint and can't work on it...and that is the class that I have the lowest grade in...YAY FOR CRUEL IRONY!

After third period the day just got better...I kick ass in geometry so I just sat back and shouted answers at the board and made fun of the other students with my teacher...and then I came home...not to rest and lack of homework like I had hoped...but to grandparents (the bringers of momagge stress) so mom is stressed out already and arguing with her parents when I walk through the door and all shouting gets directed toward me....oh goody...I don't hesitate to tell people about my mood so my family got the message rather quick...then everyone lft me alone with the baby my mom is supposed ot be babysitting and I had to watch her for a good hour and NOW I get to relax before someone dies *sighs* i need to go shopping with Ana and spend more time with her or someone is going to get hurt very soon...meh...I dunno where this feeling is coming from...I'll get rid of this anger soon though...g'night folks

well yesterday at school things were pretty mello(w...i dunno how to spell today)...nothing eventful really happened...but let me recap something I didnt mention yesterday since I blogged in 2nd period and this happened in 3rd...the real highlight of my day...

...Well I'm in Latin class(YAYYYYY the teacher hates me) and we're assigned to do the translation of a chapter from a story and I hate doing translations and everyone knows that she doesn't even grade them so I decide to not do it. She notices me not doing my work and comes over and tries to embarass me infront of the class so she speaks really loudly and says "Terrenus(my latin name) why aren't you doing your work?" and I say in a very calm voice because I know she wants to peg me with disrespect (which can = suspension if used properly...why do I know this again?) "I actually had no intentions of doing this assignment, Magistra." and she freaks out and gives me a very shocked "WHAT!?" so I repeat myself while looking her in the face the whole time. This must've really pissed her off(mission accomplished) and she sends me out of the class (by now everyone has stopped working to watch) I ask "Should I bring my books or will you call me back in before class is over?" and she just repeats the shouting at me to get out. So I grab my trench coat and go outside. Yesterday was such a beautiful day to be kicked out of a trailor classroom. I sat on a railing and just stood in the wind for a bit and admired the weather. It really felt great I was so relaxed and I'm pretty sure I scared some people walking by and seeing this guy in a trench coat sitting outside a class looking around. So Magistra comes out and teh first thing she says to me is "Never in all my years of teaching has anyone ever shown me such blatant disrespect(after I made such an effort to avoid that word too)" so I corrected her by asking "What part of that was disrespectful?" and she goes on and on about my refusal to do the assignment was disrespectful and I'd call that a reach but I was able to see her logic so I dropped it and moved on...her next question "What gives you the right to decide to not do MY work" her voice was raised and I could feel the tension in it...it was sooooooo hard not to smile but I knew she'd find a way to suspend me if I did so I responded "There is always an option to do the work or not...in this case the consequence of me not doing the work was you calling on me in class to read my translation and me saying that I didn't do it. I'm willing to live with that." so she says "Terrenus (still using latin?...she must've regained some control) part of me wants to hug you and part of me wants to beat you soundly. What if this was your job and you decided to just not do the work?" I responded honestly which I think is what pissed her off so much "If Latin class was my job...I would've already quit...." and I was about to elaborate on other stuff but she cut me off and says "School is your job! (losing control again and she is literally shouting to my face) and you chose this class! why'd you take latin if you don't want to be here?" again my honest response "I didn't want to take latin. However I need two foreign language credits to graduate and Since Latin is dead I figure I don't have to care about my accent now." She finally gave up and says "Well if you don't want to be here then you don't have to be. We only have one more week of this semester and then you can be done with latin. You can go ahead and CHOOSE to not show up for the next couple days and I won't write you up for skipping(OBVIOUS LIE! she'd like nothing more than to know that I'm skippping so she can get me in trouble) or you can come back to class and at least attempt the assignment." (a little side note:I've been outside for about 30 min and I got kicked out more than halfway through the class so I know that there isn't much more left of the period) So she walks past me and goes back into class. I give it a couple minutes to make sure I am composed and that she can get her hopes up of me not coming back and I walk through a door into a room of people that are staring right at me. I about snapped right there and cracked up but I held it until I got to my desk and sat there quietly STILL not doing my work and she just kinda fumed at her desk until it was time to check the work. Everyone was asking me later what she was yelling about (they were able to catch bits and pieces of what she said it was so loud) and I gladly told this story with a grin from ear to ear.

I think I get such a kick out of doing things like that because my dad has always taught me that 'you can be rebellious and challenge everything just as long as you do it respectfully' which makes sense and it works so well that I win a lot of the time agianst my teachers unless they get immature and pull rank on me. But yea...that story is over now...it just made me very happy...

...now back to yesterday *grins* yesterday was soooo perfect right after school...I got to go over Aliana's...thats the only reason I need to be happy...We took Guy for a walk and then hung out in the game room for...3 hours? *evil grin*...*sighs contently* That girl is just so amazing...Her eyes...I love her eyes those perfect greenish brown tints that have haunted my dreams for the past week...I love spending time with her...its like the rest of the world is just the annoying thing between our being together...she makes me feel safe...I love that feeling...like nothing can go wrong...and then the random screaming in german from the other room and she tenses up and gets little mad...I offer to kill him and we laugh for a minute and everything is better...like I said...its like the rest of the world is there just to give us something else to talk about...*grins* I am just sooo happy right now and I don't feel tired...its like I know that I'm sleep deprived but my body doesnt care...i just worked out liek crazy because of this too...everything just feels better when I'm thinking of her...

Damn it's been awhile Since I've used this poor blog. It's not that I've been busy...moreso that I just haven't wanted to write down what I'm feeling. Everyone is really stressed about exams coming up(except me since I look forward to exams every quarter) and all the teachers have realized "we have block scheduling now and we haven't finished the curriculum" so they are throwing everything at us and scaring the hell out of my more acedemically involved friends. My personal life has been great! I've got no reason to worry about anything that directly effects me but because I'm me (me = nosy idiot that can't leave people alone with their problems) I've been pulling everyones problems out of their heads and worrying about them for no reason...most are connected and therefore when I try to help one I usually screw another and so I can't help anyone...

This thing with Aliana, Skyler, and the Worley's has elevated to my biggest worry and the thing that I seem to have the least impact on. I've heard all sides of the story from one source or another and I really think that if someone established a peaceful way to just talk for a little bit...just one conversation under a flag of truce and without anyone throwing dirt or getting mad and most everything will be solved...but that hasn't happened for some reason...and I'm not really in any place to give my input...sooooooo onward to another topic!...

...I think I've begun to take RPGing a little too seriously...maybe the whole kidney has...but for some reason I've actually been feeling sorry for some of the characters and genuinly hating some of the others...HOW BIZZARE!...its kinda fun but I'm pretty sure that it can't be healthy...

...I've been so tired lately...I had a really bad reminder the other day...I was in astronomy and we lit incense...it reminded me of a friend from florida...her mom was like a major hippee...her house always smelled like it...and this stuff was the SAME BRAND AND FRAGRANCE...and it just brought back so many good and horrible memories...and now with xmas coming I'm just so exhausted that I need to just sleep the day away now...I think I'll do that...I'm in astronomy right now and I've got latin next...I'll sleep there...I'm so happy lately...but i'm so tired...I dunno whats up...but I'll be ok